Wednesday, August 19, 2020

Generous God


The WORD today reminds me how generous God is. 

God is a generous God. His standards are not the same ours. Mas mabait sya. Mas maunawain. That is why in the gospel, he gave the same benefit to those who worked little with those who worked the whole day. 

‘My friend, I am not cheating you.
Did you not agree with me for the usual daily wage?
Take what is yours and go.
What if I wish to give this last one the same as you?
Or am I not free to do as I wish with my own money?
Are you envious because I am generous?



Unfair to those who worked for the whole day? Probably, in the twisted sense of the world. We would think those who worked more should be given more. We would think that they are entitled to more since they worked more than others. That is what we get by comparing ourselves with others. However, they were given what was told them. 


God is fair and did not cheat those who worked for the whole day. He just decided to be extra generous and gracious to others who came in late - like the ones who worked last and like the repentant thief crucified beside Jesus whom he brought in heaven. If the workers had not known there were late comers who got the same benefits as them, probably there wouldn't be a problem because they got what they expected. They got what they were told. However, being envious changed everything.

We can feel like this if we focus on ourselves. We have been trying to live a good life, following God, and we think that others who enjoy this world too much should go to hell. We only think of ourselves and not their salvation. We only focus on ourself. We feel entitled. Probably we are envious of them – that they enjoy this world, yet if they repent on the last minute, they can still go to heaven. Unfair?

Looking at our lives, we have enough. We can read, can write, can eat, can move about, can breathe, can work. We may not have much, but we have what we need to survive. We have what we need to serve and love God. We should be contented, right? Problem is when we look at other people and see things they have that we don't. That's when things change. That’s when we feel envious. That’s when we feel God is unfair.

God has blessed us with more than enough. And at this time of pandemic, though it is tempting and probably valid to panic and want to have more than enough, we should not be tempted to stay in our comfort zone. While we are, people are in a tough place. People have lost their livelihood and are having problems in getting by day to day. We need to share our blessings and be God’s active hands in this challenging times, having faith that God will continue to take care of us as we do so. 

Am I happy with my life? Do I look at what others have in life? Do I compare my life and my blessings with others? Do I realize that God is very generous? Do I take it against God that he is generous to others as well? What is God telling me today? 

May we focus on God, his generosity and grace, and not on our own concerns, wants, and feeling of envy towards others. 


Father God, 
Thank you for today. Thank you for another day to live. Thank you for the reminder. Thank you for your blessings. Thank you for your generosity. Lord, sorry for the times I focus on myself and not on you. Sorry for the times I look at what others have, and compare myself with them, instead of being grateful for all my blessings. Lord, I  ask your help me focus on your blessings and not on what other people have. Help me focus on you. May I always be contented, knowing how much you love me and how much you have been providing for me, and not look at what other people have. As I experience your love and blessings, may I also want to share you to others and may I want other people to be saved as well. Amen.

Blessed Day!

In Christ,
-g-

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August 19, 2020
Wednesday of Week 20; St. John Eudes

FIRST READING

The word of the Lord came to me:
Son of man, prophesy against the shepherds of Israel, in these words prophesy to them to the shepherds: Thus says the Lord GOD: Woe to the shepherds of Israel who have been pasturing themselves! Should not shepherds, rather, pasture sheep? You have fed off their milk, worn their wool, and slaughtered the fatlings, but the sheep you have not pastured. You did not strengthen the weak nor heal the sick nor bind up the injured. You did not bring back the strayed nor seek the lost, but you lorded it over them harshly and brutally. So they were scattered for the lack of a shepherd, and became food for all the wild beasts. My sheep were scattered and wandered over all the mountains and high hills; my sheep were scattered over the whole earth, with no one to look after them or to search for them.

Therefore, shepherds, hear the word of the LORD: As I live, says the Lord GOD, because my sheep have been given over to pillage, and because my sheep have become food for every wild beast, for lack of a shepherd; because my shepherds did not look after my sheep, but pastured themselves and did not pasture my sheep; because of this, shepherds, hear the word of the LORD: Thus says the Lord GOD: I swear I am coming against these shepherds. I will claim my sheep from them and put a stop to their shepherding my sheep so that they may no longer pasture themselves. I will save my sheep, that they may no longer be food for their mouths.

For thus says the Lord GOD: I myself will look after and tend my sheep.

RESPONSORIAL PSALM

R. (1) The Lord is my shepherd; there is nothing I shall want.

The LORD is my shepherd; I shall not want. In verdant pastures he gives me repose; Beside restful waters he leads me; he refreshes my soul.

R. The Lord is my shepherd; there is nothing I shall want.

He guides me in right paths for his name’s sake. Even though I walk in the dark valley I fear no evil; for you are at my side With your rod and your staff that give me courage.

R. The Lord is my shepherd; there is nothing I shall want.

You spread the table before me in the sight of my foes; You anoint my head with oil; my cup overflows.

R. The Lord is my shepherd; there is nothing I shall want.

Only goodness and kindness will follow me all the days of my life; And I shall dwell in the house of the LORD for years to come.

R. The Lord is my shepherd; there is nothing I shall want.

ALLELUIA

R. Alleluia, alleluia.

The word of God is living and effective, able to discern the reflections and thoughts of the heart.

R. Alleluia, alleluia.

GOSPEL

Jesus told his disciples this parable:
“The Kingdom of heaven is like a landowner who went out at dawn to hire laborers for his vineyard. After agreeing with them for the usual daily wage, he sent them into his vineyard. Going out about nine o’clock, he saw others standing idle in the marketplace, and he said to them, ‘You too go into my vineyard, and I will give you what is just.’ So they went off. And he went out again around noon, and around three o’clock, and did likewise. Going out about five o’clock, he found others standing around, and said to them, ‘Why do you stand here idle all day?’ They answered, ‘Because no one has hired us.’ He said to them, ‘You too go into my vineyard.’ When it was evening the owner of the vineyard said to his foreman, ‘Summon the laborers and give them their pay, beginning with the last and ending with the first.’ When those who had started about five o’clock came, each received the usual daily wage. So when the first came, they thought that they would receive more, but each of them also got the usual wage. And on receiving it they grumbled against the landowner, saying, ‘These last ones worked only one hour, and you have made them equal to us, who bore the day’s burden and the heat.’ He said to one of them in reply, ‘My friend, I am not cheating you. Did you not agree with me for the usual daily wage? Take what is yours and go. What if I wish to give this last one the same as you? Or am I not free to do as I wish with my own money? Are you envious because I am generous?’ Thus, the last will be first, and the first will be last.”

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