Intention and Disposition

The WORD today (see http://usccb.org/bible/readings/110712.cfm) reminds me of what disposition God wants us to have.

When we were little children, our parents usually use the concept of reward and punishment. This is one of the simplest and most basic ways we usually explain something with. Parents give reward for good behaviour, like getting good grades or behaving well in school, and get punishment for bad behaviour, like being rowdy and breaking things in the house. Sometimes, children do not know the real reason for doing or not doing things – they just do, or not do things to please or not anger their parents.

As new followers of Christ, we often hear other people say “Basta magdasal ka, ok na yan. Basta magsimba ka, ayos yan. Basta tumulong ka sa iba, mabait ka na” Yes, it is true that it’s good we are doing these things. We need to start somewhere – baby steps. However, it does not end there. It should not end there. The first reading says: “Do everything without grumbling or questioning”

As we mature in faith, we should also look at our disposition for doing things. As we serve God, as we pray, as we worship him, we should check our disposition and intention. Doing good things is not enough if the intention is to gain popularity or to feel good about one’s self, and not to spread God’s love and serve him through others. Praying is not enough if our hearts are closed and we are only praying for what we want, not for what God wants. Serving is not enough if we constantly complain to God while we are serving, instead of following Him and offering all the concerns to Him.

May we slowly be aware of our intentions and dispositions as we serve, and may we constantly check them to make our service more pleasing to God.

What is my reason for serving God?  What is my disposition as I serve Him? In what ways are my reasons self-serving? How can I purify my thoughts and intentions as I serve God?

Father God,

Thank you for today. Thank you for reminding me that while it is important that we start serving you, it does not end there. May we always be aware and conscious of our intentions and disposition as we serve you, so that our service may be more pleasing to you. Amen.

Blessed day!

In Christ,

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